I want an unplanned love.

A love that is spontaneous and eventful. A love that comes out of the blue unexpectedly without warning. I don’t want to fall in love with a something that I saw coming. An image that I already have fixed clearly in my mind. An idea that is thought through and planned out carefully.

I want an unplanned love.

A love that makes me fall harder and faster than I ever have before. I don’t want to realize right away that I’m falling either. I want to fall at the most unreasonable and impractical time with no interest in “the right person” or “the right time”.

I want an unplanned love.

A love that sweeps me off my feet and catches me by surprise. Something that will calm my anxiety even through the stress of the chaos. A love that comforts me when nothing else can.

I want an unplanned love.

A love that will grow old and last. Something that is worth making the effort for. The kind of love that people are envious of and genuinely become curious about. A love that doesn’t boast because it is noticed without suggestion.

…I want an unplanned love.